Stuffed diaper with Pul diaper cover pants, with a nice chain & lock to keep everything on for afternoon.
Thought it might be interesting to have a link at the top of my tumblr for my “Likes” I’m hoping that I can future date it so it’s always at top.
【ぷぷっぴ】暴走ロリィタホリック【メイド♡】 (by BoutoKM)
Love these outfits, very Alice in Wonderland like.
Delta 2013 Recap - Part 1
Wow what a weekend, so much happened so this post will be long and in a few parts, but I’ll try to format to make it browsable. It really started for me Thursday night and ended Tuesday morning so I’ll section it day by day with highlights within. I broke my record with 5 consecutive nights of restraint/confinement, 4 of them diapered. Unfortunately I don’t have many pics of the various scenes which always frustrate me about these events.
Locked in Cage overnight — Arrived at top/sponsor’s (Ken) house, helped with some packing and was then put in cage for the night around midnight. Spent about 7 hours in it as we had to get up early to shower and pack. I’ve been in and described this cage before but it’s fairly large allowing me to sleep comfortably, stretch my legs out the bars if need be and tall enough that I can sit up, but difficult to kneel. Once I was locked in and lights were turned off I fell asleep rather quickly and only woke up to pee in bottle. I was otherwise unrestrained, so this was a pure confinement experience which I like.
Arrival - Arrived at camp around 2pm and mostly unpacked, socialized, and relaxed in afternoon. Was happy to not only be in same cabin, but with many of the same folks, so it was a mini reunion. Did a walk-around the camp and play areas to check things out but not much to see this early. During socializing I was able to meet up with the two people I had talked to on Recon about playing and we set up play-times. The main one I wanted to do (an overnight pee recycling and diaper punishment scene) was set for Saturday night.
Dinner Duty - I had dinner duty where I had to serve food from the tray tables (everyone is assigned some duty during camp), but what’s nice is you get a good overview of everyone there. Being a sub with service tendencies, it’s a nice fit for me.
Chastity and Segufix setup - After dinner I self-locked in my holy trainer chastity device and wandered around a bit while my sponsor set up the Segufix restraint system on my bed. Another sub offered to help, so I opted to not watch so when I came back I could see it all ready (see pic). Chastity felt good after my break and planned on keeping it on till at least my Saturday night scene.
Hanging Strap Cage – Before we were ready for bed, my sponsor and I decided to head to the main playspace so I could get locked in the steel standing cage with hood, gag and muzzle & earplugs. Unfortunately it was taken, so we instead opted for the hanging strap cage that he brought (I spent time it at his play party a couple weeks ago). I used the hood and other sensory dep gear and spent about 45 minutes suspended and twirled around in silent darkness. No pics unfortunately.
Segufix restraint system - 8 hours overnight.
Still working on full Delta recap, but here is writeup of Segufix scene.
I had been looking forward to this since Thursday evening when Ken told me he had just acquired the set a few days ago. I would be the first occupant and I was giddy as we walked in and I saw the setup. I was still in chastity and put in double diapers so that I could stay in all night and not wake Ken, and he proceeded to strap me in.
Being the first victim, there was a bit of trial and error, but I didn’t care, every section that went on felt awesome and it got better and better as he proceeded to the next section. I left my hood off so I could watch but put it on once he was about to strap down my wrists and head. By the time he was done I could barely move save some motion in my arms to prevent my shoulders from cramping. I couldn’t reach my hood or my crotch (not that it mattered through 2 diapers and chastity).
Diapered and in chastity device, my cock was straining the whole time he was strapping me in. I basically spent the entire night awake and horny, in complete darkness, every minute feeling like eternity. I had some muscle cramps in my upper thigh, but it passed. But then I had to pee. I’ve never peed lying down before but I figured if I had to go bad enough I would. I spent the rest of the night unsuccessfully trying to pee. Once I heard birds chirping I knew morning was close and spent it struggling in the restraints hoping he would wake up and let me go. But he didn’t get up till most of the cabinmates were up and I finally asked him to let me go. My lower abs were so cramped up by this time it took a while to pee once I had diaper off.
This would be the only night in the Segufix as there was literally a line of subs wanting to experience it. Can’t wait till the next time and I’m currently working on learning to pee lying down in diapers.
Delta 2013 Recap - Part 2
Spent morning napping and recovering from the strap cage and the Segufix, but by time lunch was over and I was re-engergized.
Prisoner cabin afternoon captivity - Sought out the “prisoner cabin” where one of the members had invited me to stop by. I spent rest of afternoon there getting tied up in various positions. Not nearly as intense as the Segufix but very nice and good way to spend afternoon. I successfully accomplished an escape challenge and so my final scene was a humiliation scenario, tied to a fence outside with my underwear pulled down. A pic was taken but I haven’t received it yet.
Pee Prep - Napped before dinner, showered and got ready for my big overnight scene that was starting at 9pm. Since the goal was to generate a lot of piss for me to recycle drink and then flood a diaper, I had a beer at the central social area and talked to a few folks.
Pee Production / Diaper punishment – The plan was as follows:
- Drink some beer and bunch of water while restrained to bed (sitting up against headrail) using Camelbak hung over bed. Had to keep bite valve in mouth.
- Pee using external condom catheter into urine collection bag. Chastity device was removed.
- My top (Jerry) would periodically drain some urine from bag into a funnel mounted above bed and delivered via piss gag strapped to head.
- Continue hydration and recycling till bedtime
- Diapered and bound to bed for diaper flooding throughout night.
Start drinking - It was quite a setup and it started off Ok, keeping in mind this was our first ever scene. I told him I was an escape artist and adept at talking my way out of situations so he opted for locking humane restraints, locking mittens, and chain/padlocks, and that talk was cheap. I drank a beer out of can while things were being set up and then I was restrained and hooded with open mouth and 1 more beer plus 2 bottles of water were added to the camelbak. I began drinking and it was basically heavily diluted beer that was quickly getting warm in the heat.
Getting nasty - I could feel my bladder getting full, but wasn’t able to pee yet. At some point I could hear Jerry adding more liquid to the camelback and I assumed it had been getting low. Soon thereafter I noticed the liquid was much warmer and getting a nastier taste. I was also getting pretty bloated so I had a hard time keeping the bite valve in my mouth. After about the third time dropping it and having him replace it, I said the warm beer mix was getting gross. He then informed me that he added some of his own urine to the mix and I suddenly understood why it tasted so bad.
Change of plans - He asked if I wanted to continue and I said I had to per the agreement but then he said I don’t have to if I don’t want to. Ugh, I wanted him to force me, not give me an easy out. I hesitate, not wanting to end scene, so he walks away for a bit to let me think about it. I tried to drink more but now that I have an out, it’s very difficult to continue. He comes back over and asks how I feel and I say I’m nauseous, and he asks if we should stop the pee collection and recycling portion and I say yes. I didn’t even pee once using the catheter, and never got to experience the piss gag, which I was looking forward to, even if we just switched to water.
Diaper flooding punishment - It was already getting late so he removed all the equipment and proceeds to diaper me for bed (which was a nice experience in of itself) and saying since I couldn’t to the pee recycling, I’d just have to use the diaper all night. We had talking about possibility of messing as well, so he first inserted a suppository and then put one large diaper on me plus plastic pants (never worn plastic pants before, I liked them and they were pink I found out later), so I asked if they would last all night and all he said is “we’ll see” and put me to bed, restraining me with my ankles still in restraints but unconnected, and wrists chained loosely to the headboard with enough slack so that I could kneel in bed to pee. I actually peed right away before getting rechained up and went to bed wet. I had some rectal cramps and ended up pushing out the suppository without much poop.
Never ending pee - I maybe slept for a little bit but then all the beer, water and piss I drank made its way through my system and I began peeing like mad. The diaper filled up pretty quick but I had my mittens on as well so hard to tell if leaking. I was getting hot with all the activity, so I managed to pull my hood off and saw that it was still middle of the night, but with no time reference. I also noticed he never locked my mittens, so of course I removed them as well. Once my mittens were off I could feel some moisture around the plastic pant leg openings and I pondered whether I should wake Jerry for a change, but he was sound asleep and never mentioned waking him so I let it be and kept peeing. Eventually it leaked out a lot and sheets started to get damp.
Lying in a pool of pee - Finally he woke up and I said diaper was leaking. He said too bad, you’re going to lay in it for a while and went back to sleep. I sighed and resigned myself to a torturous night as the pee kept coming. Eventually the sheets were soaked and I was literally sloshing around in it (the mattress was plastic, so it just floated on top), coated from ankles to neck. And it was getting cold. I nearly broke down in tears trying to get away from it, rattling my chains, eventually just sitting cross legged on bed waiting for the next pee flood to come. I hated it but I loved it. After a while (it was still pretty dark out but close to dawn) he woke up and said he’ll release me, let me shower and then get into his clean bed with him and it sounded great. After my shower I crawled into bed with him unrestrained and got a couple hours of sleep.
Sunday Morning - Diaper punishment continued
Wear it till you fill it - Woke up with morning wood and he molested and spooned me. I tend to shy away from the intimacy part, but I let him have his fun and we talked a bit about how hot the scene was. I told him that I never messed and that I hate wasting a diaper when there is still capacity. He said I should be diapered again and have my wrists in restraints and taken to breakfast for everyone to see at the dining hall and then made to keep wearing the diaper till I messed.
I wet again as soon as he diapered me and then after breakfast and had no urge to mess yet, so he changed me again, and sent me away. He said he’d be in main gym at Noon so I tried all morning to mess with nothing coming. I went to the gym anyway at Noon and he came over to me asking if I was ready and I said not yet. He said he was going back to cabin, but if I didn’t mess soon it might be hard to find him. He started off to cabin so I quickly went to bathroom and sat down on toilet and managed to squeeze an acceptable load into the diapers plus another decent wetting. I went back to his cabin and he and was satisfied so he let me go with enough time to take a quick shower before lunch.
All in all it was a 15 hour scene and despite the problems with pee recycling, I was very happy with how things turned out. I hope to play with him again soon.
re-creation pic of Sunday and Monday night bed self-bondage
Delta Recap Part 3
Sunday - Continued
After my 15 hour diaper flooding bondage scene, I took rest of day off – I was played out at this point and pretty tired. I tried putting the chastity device back on but it was aching me, so I decided to forgo it but I never put it on again the rest of the weekend. I had banquet decoration duty at 2pm and that didn’t finish till 4pm, so afterwards I wandered around a bit and ultimately I went back to cabin and took a nice nap before cocktail hour and banquet dinner. For the occasion, Ken put me in a really nice upper body rope harness that got plenty of compliments and attention. No pics. I didn’t have anything set up after dinner so I ended up just wandering about but by 10pm I was getting antsy to play but also wanted to go to bed.
Self bondage bedtime - Ken was busy and had plans to put another sub in the Segufix for the night, so I decided to do a bit of self bondage to get things started. I’d either complete it myself or wait till Ken came back to do the final locking.
I wanted a position that would keep me confined to bed, allow me to kneel to pee in diapers, and provide enough comfort to get some sleep which I was sorely lacking at this point in the weekend. After some trial and error I ended up with my feet in ankle hobbles using my Humane Restraints and was tethered to the foot-rail with some rope. I decided on rope vs. chain so that it wouldn’t be so noisy. So that I couldn’t undo the knots, I got my wrists in my mittens. Had my hood nearby and would put it on last so that the light from the cabin wouldn’t bother me and of course double diapered with an absorbent pad to protect sheets. See re-creation pic above.
As I was finishing up and getting ready to lock things up, one of my cabin-mates arrived and offered to do the mitten locks for me which was appreciated. I was already locked in the ankle hobbles with the keys at Kens nightstand, so I was now pretty much stuck. I was exhausted so I slipped on my hood and went to sleep. I woke up a couple hours later and the cabin was dark and everyone was asleep including the guy in the Segufix. I was so out, I didn’t even hear all that going on, and it’s quite an operation.
I slept OK that night, getting into kneeling position when I needed to pee, then laying back down to go to bed. I removed the hood at some point when it got too hot and stayed that way till just before breakfast when Ken let me out. My last wetting combined with sleeping on side did lead to some leaking. The diapers I ordered are good but not enough to get me through the night. I’m going to order some plastic pants and better diapers.
inspiration pic which matches the type of metal shackles I was in for prisoner scene on Monday.
Delta 2013 Recap - Final Part
A couple weeks before Delta started I was contacted by one of the founding members who liked my profile and wanted to meet. I was able to touch base with him Friday afternoon during socializing and was able to set up a scene for Monday morning. He said to meet him at 9am which was the start of breakfast, so I found him in line and re-introduced myself. We weren’t next to each other during breakfast so I mostly just listened to the table discussion and ate. When the meal was complete I was handcuffed to his Alpha sub and we walked back to their cabin for negotiation of a metal shackle prisoner scene.
Prisoner Shackle scene - I was started off in handcuffs and leg shackles, but I was quickly transitioned to heavy manacles and a canvas hood. They were good in transitioning me from one position to the next with no body parts ever free, and while maintaining physical control and intimidation. I was marched back and forth between the cabin and a gazebo nearby. It wasn’t much that I hadn’t experience before but it was a good scene and it was nice to be playing outside and a 20 year veteran of Delta.
After they let me go from the manacles, I was re-handcuffed to the Alpha sub and we wandered to the main gym to watch some scenes and we ended up at an outdoor playspace and essentially just discussed our origins in the scene and interests. As it was getting near lunch time, I was let go and I returned to meet up with my cabinmates for lunch.
Sponsored for Membership – Ken had asked me last year if I wanted to apply for membership. I was honored but not ready to sign on, but he asked me again at the start of Delta. I was still on the fence but by this time was ready to say yes, so we got the application and my 3 sponsors including Ken, and we got it all filled out and turned in after lunch. Assuming all goes well, I’ll be returning next year as full member.
Cookout rained out – This was the outdoor burger and dog lunch and it had been threatening rain all weekend with humidity to match. Of course as soon as we got our food, it started thundering & downpouring and we all fled for cover. I ended up underneath the outdoor bar cart with several others including a guy I had talked to online but hadn’t met yet. However he had no free time and after the storm passed and skies cleared, I decided to go to the pool for a swim. My friend John (an membership co-sponsor) had lifeguard duty, so dips in the pool and listening to his stories pretty much killed the afternoon along with another pre-dinner nap.
By time dinner was over, I was wiped out. I wandered the play areas a few times, but at this point I had no desire to meet new people to set up a scene. I just wanted to crawl into my diapers and restraints that were still on my bed and go to sleep, so that’s exactly what I did for a repeat of Sunday night. This time Ken was around so he was able to put me in my mittens and lock everything up, so I was more content this time. I was asleep so quickly I never heard the guy next to me getting strapped into the Segufix.
Check out of camp was immediately after breakfast and I had breakfast duty, so we were all released early from our respective restraints to start packing and then I went off to serve breakfast. Following my return to the cabin, I finished packing my stuff and we loaded up the car and after a few goodbyes to our cabin-mates and a few others that happened to be nearby, we hit the road.
The end of Delta is similar to other immerse events I’ve attended in the past. There is a long buildup of anticipation, a flurry of activity in another world that feels like it could go on forever, then suddenly it’s over and the cold harshness of real life smacks you in the face. I met lots of great new people and cemented friendships with those I met before. There were a couple scenes that I had hoped to get in that never happened but there is next year. In meantime I’ll continue to play and learn and evolve this strange kinky life I live.